| single (dont mind my spellling) |
[05 Feb 2004|01:04am] |
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yes I think we can all agree that at some points in time we have that wonderfull emontion of lonlyness that permiates are meager existance, realate to me and pause, now that we have exspiranced this conection let us further ourselfs into something with true substance and meaning, coffee, I love this cafinated liquid made buy straing hot water through ground beans, I often form my social life around this simple drink or should I say my anti-social life either way I love you
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| I am weird |
[28 Jan 2004|11:39pm] |
well well it is good to be alive some nights of the week.
me oh me not doing much how about you yeah thats about it
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| back in town |
[28 Jan 2004|01:50am] |
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hahahaha yes it is the one and only Jesse back from dead silence to say word to your mother
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[09 Jul 2003|10:51am] |
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well we broke up today
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| last night sorta |
[27 Jun 2003|06:48am] |
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it was both a great nights and a very odd one.. my thanx to riki and marry for the ride. It was cool meating evertone I did meat and it was great talking with the ones I got a chance to and to those i knew and got to talk with. I think it was a good experiance not being with my "normal" group.
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| so what I am a slut |
[23 Jun 2003|03:38am] |
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shes cool in her own ways and there is no way I will say anything else when shes on top of me letting her primal instincts go wild as she sucks my neck like a vampire in heat. I am still entertained with her soft sheets anyways the moment is good but when her moths not full and she gets the mind to open it and talk I am disgusted always the same story with girls more tears for some long past tragedy why cant I just scream get over it to their face probably would regret it just because I would here more of that you dont understand it speech I cant stand and I am getting a headache now from all the crap she says that is so childish
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| Born Again |
[17 Jun 2003|03:58am] |
born again
yes the dead will rise
I see the flame
the fire that burns in your eyes
HATE and hate me
I am the face
the vision that comes to you in the dark
the flint is struck
this time we spark war
in our wake
we leave no blood
only ashes
from them grows the flower
the flower I call passion
for life
for love
for everything and anything
we can call our own
I am in control
so HATE and hate me
I am the sickness that ails you
a cancer that refuses to die
now look on me with your firey eyes
you can't destroy me
I am a fortress
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| chaseing the sun |
[16 Jun 2003|11:52am] |
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well I know I dont update often and at this point I dont think anyone notices because of the large gaps in post dates but thats ok I guess this journal thing should be just as much for me as it is for the rest of you loosers. I worked a 13 hour shift yesterday and I have an 8 hour one ahead of me I think I am ganna get the third degree from the boss man today cuz I more or less fell asleep on the Job yesterday and made some major foul ups. I will die if I get fired it will seriously be the end of my meaningless life but I guess I should have taken that incosideration as I was makeing all those mistakes some one pray I still have a Job I only need to keep it for 6 more weeks and counting
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| abou/to freakishstars |
[08 Jun 2003|04:13am] |
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freakishstars said that I need to update mayjournal so that she can leave me comments so naturaly I will make a post about her cuz she is one bueno taco de ojo, I am looking forward to meating her and ahnging out and that stuff maybe do pirate things together and that is not to steal away from her already established pirate palls. I do think she is one rad turky sandwich that I would like to eat.
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| schtuff |
[02 Jun 2003|03:25am] |
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today I did absolutly nothing at all I have a Job interview tommorow at the red lobster I am in need of cash so I am picking up a second job hope you slackers tip good
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| Good Afternoon sir |
[22 May 2003|04:08pm] |
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I can't stop laughing about it you really are quite the odd one you know and I cant well I can but dont want to figure out why you would call and do such a thing although that was the best conversation we have had in a long time
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| take the quiz fool |
[18 May 2003|01:13am] |
deadcore: ok so this is not really a label,
but it works, you know who these people or you
are this person,generally straight-up rock and
roll, likes gore and stuff, skulls and blood
are cool, art is in there, deffenetly their own
type of person.
So, what kind of Underground kid are you?
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I took this quiz and well i was shocked to find out who I was
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| in rememberance |
[02 May 2003|12:31am] |
this post is for everyone who knew Kayla to comment with the good things they remember about her
a smile so sweet and innocent
a voice she sang like an angel
a mind that was beyond creative
a hand that drew such vivid imagery
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| I AM BACK |
[28 Apr 2003|12:53am] |
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yess back from the grave of silence did anyone miss me probably not but all the same I have awoken and plan on reaking havock on all your simple meaningless lives you are all at the mercy of my anger thats right no more MR. nice guy I already gave out all my sympathy now its time to murder any thing that moves and you ask whats my motivation and I will say nothing there is no reason in my rath it is pure insanity so go ahead spend your life trying to rationalize whats happening but you will never know because there is nothing to know except that you suck
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| never |
[24 Mar 2003|01:21am] |
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Never in my life have I recived so much flack from people who I have ever met or ever talked to and never have so many saints with the call to warn me been so plentaful. So thank you all but you just sound like you got either rejected or dumped
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| missing motivation but not dreams |
[01 Mar 2003|02:35am] |
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ever feel like the people around you are just not going any were and at the moment that seems to be fine with them and in that moment you are jealous of them because you cant seem to let your goals simply slip out of mind and all things holding you back just haunt you even at times when it would appear that you should be content with life. Maybe these people are holding you back and if so are you just so weak that you let them do so. are we so small that a person with no aspirations can destroy are own desires or are we so dense we don't know how to smile!
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| not about a girl |
[24 Feb 2003|07:14am] |
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I miss you so much, not just the nights were the coffee was neverending but in everything I see your absents, things have become forgoten, it is as if one of us or both of us have died , the futrue looks bleek, the way things are going, no I am not depressed, just empty of you presence, sure the world, my world, hasn't stoped turing, it seems though to be upside down, I myself have the power to change the charge from negative to positive but in doing so I miss you, the others are not the same there is no foundation in them, I can only ponder my next move, it's undesided, I know you already see my change and I know I am astranged, deep inside I am all still there but nothing, no one brings me out, I am coming though, my spirt feels it
Watch out
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| There and Back again |
[24 Feb 2003|06:13am] |
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lots of fun tonight, met Grace for the first time cool chick alittle wired but thats ok I am that way to, good conversations thought from the stupidest io topics to more important things in life well rounded you could say, Dot wasn't to alive but ever present with that you are stupid Jesse look on her face, and Jack well Jack is Jack and Matt well matt was his useual sit around the house Kinda guy
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